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Thursday, 19 November 2009
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Bon Voyage Mase!
The man comes home sooon and then we'll be off! I already have his bag all packed up and my BAGS (plural) packed up. He always laughs and says, "Baby you are like a third my size and yet you need three times the luggage? There's some funny math going on here, muffin." LOL
Ivri Lider is so cute :) Love it
Yesterday was COMPLETELY about me. Since I'm missing Friday and all next week with the talking doctor, Reese got me squeezed in for a morning appointment and then I had my guys group in the afternoon. I actually got to drive myself to the guys group! We met at Einstein's which is like less than a mile from our house down in hilcrest by the pinkberry (love!).. They all got bagels with big giant "Schmears" but that's just too much fat so I had some fruit and diet coke.
So on my way back in the volvo I notice we needs gas so I stop for gas which the man hates when I do that because people always try to talk to me at gas stations. They ask for money or they want to sell me some cologne out of their bag or they need to help me find jesus. Whatever. but I wanted to stop.
So I'm pumping away happily and staring up at the perfect sky when this guy steps up and says "Hey, how's it going?"
I mumbled "I don't have any money."
He goes, "EXCUSE ME?" and i look at him and he's obviously not homeless. nor is the Lexus that he's pumping gas into on the other side of the gas machine thingie.
I was like "Um... I said, good."
We had this eye-lock moment of realizations at the same time. I realized he was hitting on me, he realized I thought he was homeless. OUCH! LOL
This is why Reese tells me to just keep my mouth shut and pretend I don't speak English. Life is easier like that. haha!!
Yall have a good week!!! We are off to Dalton as soon as he gets home and puts all our crap in the car.
Tuesday, 17 November 2009
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Mush Brick Pizza anyone?
I cannot microwave anything. I just mess it up and turn it into a crusty brick.
Reese is out eating dinner with Asian people (for to do business with thems). So I kind of skipped lunch and wanted a pizza. So at the grocer I got a "healthy" nukeable cheese pizzza. It looks good on the box but I overcooked it and all the cheese melted it to the cardboard and the crust turned tiley.... Tiley Cyrus... not funny. :) I'ma make a sandwich.
Last night we had the meatfly talk. Reese was nice and didn't try to say that I was crazy for being jealous. He just pulled me into his lap and reminded me why I don't need to worry about things. I love him for never getting tired of giving that speech. It's good... good good.
Tomorrow night I'm going to wash everything in the house and then Thursday clean everything that doesn't fit into a washing machine and get everything ready for us to fly. I can't wait! We have a stop in Nashville! Never been to there! Reese says it's a sucky airport but easier to get through than Atlantas.
I did find some belts that I loved (I bought a few) and one is SUPER CUTE!! But... it's a little too wide for my jeans. I can get it in but it takes some work. It has these like tarnished silver cubes. It's like this one but not so shiny. I didn't want it too shiny. It's more of a dark gray silver. So cool!!
Monday, 16 November 2009
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Frickin Meatflies :(
I've been jealous lately. It's a weird feeling for me. Normally I'm happy for everyone and normally I'm happy for my man, but there's a fly buzzing round my meat and that just ain't cool.
He's a new office guy and he's just wanting to "Learn everything!!" from Reese and he's a few years older than me and kinda muscly but still cute. Like not papi material just yet. Reese totally doesn't see it and thinks I'm being rediculous but it's annoying. Friday I went to his office and meatfly was just sitting in the chair I usually sit in sipping diet coke with a straw (DOUCHE!) and laughing at all the corny jokes Reese makes.
Reese likes it because meatfly acts like he's just the master business guy and meatfly wants to get his advice on everything. So of course Reese does that thing where he leans back in his chair and sighs and then dispenses his wisdom while meatfly nods eagerly (BITCH!).
So today I went in there again and AGAIN meatfly was in my chair and he saw me and got up and moved to another one so I guess Reese said something. But they kept talking about stupid account stuff that no one cares about unless you're like... employed and stuff (SKANK!).
Am I being rediculous?? Probably... ok definitely and Reese says he's not even interested and meatfly is just harmless and wanting to get ahead in the company and excited because he's new to all this and once you've spent like four years in college studying something you really want to get ahead and do well in it and blah blah blah (TOOL!).
All I know is that Thursday we're going to Georgia and who is Reese taking with him? And who will he be sharing tiny bed with and cuddling all night? And who does he take a text or call from no matter what else is going on?
The funny thing is, I spent all weekend being his perfect Mason. And when he gets home (he had to run up to Escondido for a meeting and is stuck on the 15 right now (alone, not with meatfly), I'll be all over him for jealousy sex. Plus I'm making a dinner he loves... no flies tonight...
Friday, 13 November 2009
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Friday fun for every-juan
I'm staring at a blank screen and i need to fill it with something interesting that will make people go "Oooh I need to comment on that."
It's a little late....
Commentables:
1. Vampire Diaries is SUCH a great show. I love it!! Reese suffered through the marathon but by the last one he was going "Wait, that's it?? We have to find out what happened!"
2. I got the soundtrack to Glee. It's so good! I love it! Do you watch this show?
3. I have NO idea where to buy a fun belt. Like I went to the mall this morning, just Fashion Valley, not the best but it'll do. I tried verious department stores and can't find anything other than black leather or brown leather belts. I want something interesting that makes people go "Oh now THAT is a belt! Well done sir, Braviis!!" So where do you go for that? I'm pretty sure I'm a year late for this trend. Is it totally dork now?
4. What is your favorite alcoholic drink? I don't like beer and wine is getting a little boring. What do you mix together that makes people go, "Oh now THAT is a drink! Well done sir, Braviis!!" LOL Ok I'll stop saying that.
5. I don't think he's getting the hint about me wanting netbook :( But I'm sure I'll love whatever he gets me so long as it's not driveable.
Monday, 09 November 2009
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Who will Damon kill tonight??
So wait! No one answered my question, except Tasty, as to what everyone calls flamey guys. There's no good name for us. I don't know about Queens. I just assumed there was some snappy little term I don't know because I'm not cool. heh.Another good Adam Joseph!
Oh Mondays, I worked almost a full day and did talking doctor. I feel like life is settling down again. That's a good thing. Reese is getting back to normal and happy that we'll be spending the holiday week with his family.
As for my masculinity... I think I'm starting to find it in some aspects. Like as far as my relationship self, I'm extremely submissive. But that doesn't mean I have to be "the girl." We're not like that and I'm actually starting to like video games. at first it was just to make the man happy that I'd get into his interests, but now I am getting somewhat good at the shoot'em games he likes.
Ok I need to go start dinner. We have a marathon of Vampire Diaries to watch tonight!!
Sunday, 08 November 2009
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Faggoty Attention. ;)
I heard someone... not Reese. Say recently "Well we're all just girls pretending to be boyish and looking for someone a little more boy than us." It was in a conversation on why we, most of we, not all we, love the straight guys or at least love masculinity.I still love this video, I know it's old, whatever. I'm not current.
I know each and every one of you are probably an exception to that and you're secure in yourself and blah blah blah. But I know for me I like a masculine guy. I love flamey guys for friends and they make me happy to be around. But when one of them wants to hook up or go out or whatever, I just get confused.
Is that wrong of me? I know it's not wrong FOR me. But does it come from a deep inner hatred of my flamey side? Does anyone still say flamey? What's the new words for that?
I just know I really love it when Reese gets confused by colors or decorating or dressing himself in clothes that not only match but also complement his physique (He really does suck at this, before me he wore business suits or polo and jeans, simple but we can do better.). I complain but I love that he likes sports and plays video games and has straight guy friends who come over for beers and football.
I don't go for guys my age, so it's not like I drool over skaters and surfers. The guys I do drool over usually don't think I'd be into them or they're straight and have a kid my age. haha. Oh God I'm creepy... My favorite guy to star at from afar is a very clean looking guy in a business suit. Sometimes when Reese is driving us home from a day at the office and he has a nice suit on and great tie.... I have a hard time not... easing his commute.
But is this just one more way in which we over-critique our community? Pretty much all we talk about when we talk about the gay community is how bad it is or how we are too obsessed with youth or straights or anorexia or whatever. Why not talk about what's right about us? Maybe if we talk us up, we'll end up in a better place.
This post has no sense to it... Just me rambling.
Saturday, 07 November 2009
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Surrrveylicious!!!
Sometimes I realize I am married to a twelve year old. Like he'll get really goofy and tickle me until I punch him and get pissed off and then he just laughs and chases me when I run off yelling "Get away from me!"
Yesterday I hung out with Justin for awhile and things are going well with his new relationship, but I think he's kinda harsh on the guy. Like his past experiences he was very controlled and guys weren't so nice to him, but now he's being kinda hard on this Brian guy and Brian is just like "whatever you want baby." It's weird.
Ok, too much to blog about so I'm just going to steal a survey from stickerprice! check him out, he's supercool. I'm deleting some of the questions i didnt think were worth answering.1. Would you rather deal with six weeks of constant daylight, or constant night time?
daylight! I love sunshine! Rainbows! Cartwheels!
3. What color do you plan on dying your hair next?
I wanted to do something fun with it, maybe some black or red, but the man said no. So... no.
4. About how much did your last haircut cost?
75 bucks but he did a really good job.
5. Do you own any Happy Bunny merchandise?
What the hell is that?? Is that that bunny that says "You suck." ?
6. How often do you shop at Claire's?
I have bought a few things there, but am not a regular. they have cute nail polish colors for my toes... yeah... for my toes...
7. Give me five things you'd love to buy right now.:
a netbook... a silver stapler, one of those old heavy ones.... a leather jacket.... some fun rings.... a happy playtime toy. :D
8. What were the best Halloween decorations you saw this year?
These pumpkins with really elaborate carvings. so cool. then i find out they're using stencils now.
9. Who's your favorite character on Sesame Street?
Maria. remember her? she wasn't a puppet.
11. What's your least favorite Nickelodeon show?
I hate most nickelodean shows. i just dont watch it.
13. Ever played ding dong ditch?
What the hell is that?? Is that where you ring and run? oh we called it something different in the south... something you don't say in mixed company....
15. What's on your ceiling right now (include fans, posters, etc.)?
A really cool silver ceiling fan with these weird lights coming out, you can bend them in different directions.
16. Who did you text last night before you fell asleep?
Jesus, Mary and Joseph
17. Ever rode in an ambulance?
Yes, I cracked my head open when I was five.
18. Have you ever stolen anything from your work place?
Of course!! I order fun post-its and I keep them.
19. Ever made candy apples yourself?
Yeah!
20. What about cotton candy?
No!!! It's just sugar! It's a big fluff of sugar! eww
21. Speaking of those two foods, what's your favorite carnival food?
No carnival food, but State Fair of Texas is the BEST EVER if you must.
22. Is there anyone after you right now who you really aren't interested in?Nobody likes me. They put up with me to hang out with Reese.
23. A 13 year old dating a 17 year old; gross or fine?:
I don't know anyone at 17 who would want to do that, but whatever.
24. Is there anyone you simply can't live without?
Yes of course, the man who pays the bills, runs my life and holds me on his chest every night. Sappy? yeah.
25. Who has made the most difference in your life in the past six months?
Me! I know that sounds bad, but I'm working on me. I want to be a person, a real person, one people respect.
27. Ever look up your birthday on Wikipedia?
No, does it send you a cookie in the mail?
28. Your first kiss; romantic, gross, or something you barely remember?
It was awesome but I was SO Nervous and he backed off and said, "hey, just keep your lips still and see how I do." and ive gotten better since then.
29. Do you still remember your first boyfriend's address?
Yes, I remember our address in Dallas and I miss it.
30. First job interview you had? How did it go?
It was here at my current job and it was basically the guy saying, hey, you want to work for me?
31. When you flip a coin, do you usually choose heads or tails?
It's a sin to gamble and I don't approve of such foolishness.
32. What's your favorite brand of yogurt?
I like the fiber one or activia, but it hurts my tummy.
33. What color was the last car you were in?
Red Volvo
34. When was the last time you dressed up for something?
Friday night, we went out for dinner and I looked all pretty37. Do you get along with your co-workers?
I avoid them mostly, but my boss is cool.
38. How many different languages can you say "hello" in?
Hello, Hola, Bonjour, Howdy, Hi, Hallo, Bongiorno, Auf Wiedersein.
39. How do you pronounce Xanga?
Beyon-Jalais-Hafeek
42. Do you study for finals and midterms?
Of course!!
43. When your friends take surveys, do you read their answers?
No you do NOT Gary!!! haha.
44. If you work, what do you normally do on break?I go and spy on Reese on the other floor.
A penis disguised as a chicken
46. Do you like unique spellings of names (ex. Corinne becomes Karryne, Erin to Eryn, etc.)?:
I hate them!!! HATE THEM!!!!
48. Name a random type of car from the top of your head.:
Audi
49. What color is the background for text messages on your phone?
black
50. What was the last thing you drew?
Wednesday, 04 November 2009
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Want One, Rufus!
Oh we had a GOOD run tonight! I was dripping and even the dogs were limping back to the house. haha. I love it when he comes home and he's not all tired out and stressed. We went five miles! Then we came home and showered up and made some food and watched TV. Yep, just a normal night.
I want a netbook for my birthday. They are SO COOL and they do everything I need and are small enough to not leave a bruise on my shoulder. But I don't think I'll get one. *sigh*
His original idea was that I should get a new car... a sportscar. Oh really? Would that be for me or for YOU? Seeing as how he almost never lets me drive and my car will only be two years old and I don't really drive it now. So he'd trade in the car he GAVE me for my 19th birthday and get a fun car he would be driving. Because you REALLY think he'd let me drive a sportscar? The whole reason for getting me the volvo was that it's super safe and has more airbags than a.... oh damn I suck at jokes.
So but the sportscar would not be safe and he'd be like "ummm I'll be home soon, just wait for me and I'll take you where you need to go." So yeah. I shot that down. That's not cool... He apologized for that one.
Honestly I really don't need anything for my birthday. I mean I have tons of clothes and scents and shoes and whatever else. But I don't have a cute little netbook and they're getting cheaper...
Ok in the last post I got some interesting comments on the things my mom says to me. Honestly, good or bad or however you interpreted it, that's my mom and that's how, in my experience, most Latinos think.
We don't have the idea that life should be easy or good things should just happen to you. It's why we're always rated as the least depressed people. We expect bad. So we're happy when good happens. When you see life like that, depression doesn't really make sense. Maybe I have been around white culture too much. But I am half and half, so those two sides battle it out.
Tuesday, 03 November 2009
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Is it Tuesday or Wednesday?
Everything's going really really fast these days. I'm cheering up though. My talking doctor says I have guilt about emotions. Which is true. I know what my mom would say.
"You've gotten too fancy. Crying is for people who can afford it. Tears are expensive, mijo. Bad things are going to happen. Are you starving? no. Are you sick and can't afford a doctor? no. You got bad teeth and can't get them fixed? no. You got a man who cheats on you and doesn't pay the bills? no. Ok then, you've gotten too fancy. Knock it off..."
That's what she would say/has said. Talking doctor says, "It's ok to feel bad. It's ok to have emotions. We just want to understand what's causing them...." My mom would laugh at that. hah....
Well in a few weeks we are going back to Reese's parents for thanksgiving. I kind of liked being in their house. they are so different from him. They're very laid back and friendly people. Yeah they have money and show it, but they're not like big presence people like Reese can be.
The weird thing was having playtime there because his parents are around the house (they left the upstairs pretty much to us) and then the bed was tiny (which was kind of fun). And then the door to "his" room didn't really lock completely. So I kept worrying that they would walk in and see us naked.
Reese said, "Well, if they walk in without knocking and find us naked, they'll never walk in without knocking again. Sometimes people need to learn from experience." hah! He totally didn't care. Oh well.
So tonight I'm making chicken fajitas, black beans and a very good little salad. I'm going to make a black bean fajita for me, but I've been marinating this chicken to make these so I hope they turn out really tasty.
Have a good night peoples!!
Sunday, 01 November 2009
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Walk it Off Mason, Walk it off.
You remember that Garth Brooks song "You Move Me?" This is a version I found of it. I kind of like this one better. But I downloaded it on my ipod and listened a few times and it kept making me cry. I've been doing that a lot this last week. I don't know why, I just feel overly Emo. Is that how you use that word? Reese gives me a weird look when I grab my Ipod now. Yesterday he took it from me and said "This has to stop!"Great song...
I don't know. Luckily I have a guy who can handle it and fix me up.
Last night we went out with Justin and Brian and this guy named Jason and his man Patrick. It was for Halloween but we just went out to this like restaurant/bar place. It was fun and I had two orange drinks until the server guy got mad at Reese. He was like "Sir, I can't bring you drinks if you give them to him. I don't even think he's 18. We'll get into trouble for that."
Reese said, "It's ok, he's not getting another one and he's not driving and I'll make sure he gets home ok. This is it, sorry." Then the waiter guy got kinda huffy so Reese left him a big tip and that got a smile.
I didn't dress up. We just all hung out and had some good Cali-Mex food and drinks. I had some good black bean quesadillas that were sooooo yum. The guys were really funny. I think Justin and Brian are going to work out. Brian's kinda whipped already. I think that happened rather quick... but I'm happy for him. He's a nice guy, they both are.
Then when we got home we were having playtime. Ok this is gross so um don't read on unless you enjoy the gay arts. So ok I was on my back on our bed and he's over me just doing his thing and we were both a little too into it because I didn't realize we were getting closer and closer to the edge of the bed. He didn't either!
So it was like "uh-huh, uh-huh, yeah, yeahhh... What the?... OWWW!!" I landed on my head and then rolled over and onto my tummy and banged my head on the wooden like bottom part of the bed. It hurt :( No concussion! knock on wood... literally! :D
He felt SO BAD. He said we could stop, but it was good and I was almost there, so we didn't. I'm a champ. Walk it off, Mase, Walk it off.
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- Name: Mason
- Country: United States
- Birthday: 12/15/1988
- Gender: Male
- Member Since: 7/24/2008
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I keep seeing in my footprints "Iran, Islamic Republic of" Should I be worried? Do I look Iranese??
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What a crazy Halloween! I will blog later. But I did catch up mostly on people's ! :) Love yall.
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I promise to catch up with everyones blogs tomorrow. must go crash in the man's lap now.
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